Welcome one and all to a little about me..

Hey Bloggers,
Well, i was sitting up late in bed thinking about how much i adore writing, but never have anything to write about, then thought, well hey, whats better and easier to write about than yourself and your life..?
Next minute, asked my mate about starting a blog, and surely enough, checkout out this website and already had an account.. So I'm thinking, some where along the line of sitting in bed, bored over the years i have had the exact same thought as i did tonight and made an account.
Anyway, excuse the ranting.
for all of you who don't know me, I'm Shannon Hopkins.. also known as shanzyPANTS.. don't ask.
I am 16 years old, (17 in may!!), currently work at pak n save.. it is one of those love the people hate the job type of places.. which makes it really hard to leave the job..
Should be attending year 13 of college this year, but instead i am starting a Health Psychology course at Weltec in March, I'm rather nervous about that.
I have always wanted to be a Councilor, so thought i'd make a start.. :)
I have grown up in a.. with lack of better words.. fucked upbringing.
Pretty much, long story short, i have had one ongoing thing happen within my life-time, and it caused me to the the parent in which, i looked after my mother.
Ever since the age of 3 i had been looking after my mother as she is an alcoholic.
It may not sound like a huge deal, but if you knew how she treated me while drunk, then how she treated me when she was sober.. it caused me, as a young girl great 'wiplash'. Along with that, alot of other thing happened which cased me a great deal of stress and forced me into a deep depression at the start of my teenage years which caused me to do alot of stupid things, like the many attempts to take my life.. but as a result of that, i have then become quite mature for my age and tend to think through stuff alot more than your average Teenager. Enough about that tho, wouldn't want to get all Deep and Meaningful on your asses xD
Besides from the stuffed up things in my life, i have recently moved out of my mums house, got a kitten (6weeks old and insanely cute) called Diesel. Nickname: Gas. Original, i know.

Well, it is probably best for me to head off now, before i get into my 'writing thoughts'.. then i could rant about anything and everything alnight.
So, goodnight.
Much love,
shanzyPANTS xx