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Hello World..
long time no hear but here i am, finally with the internet.

Where to begin..?

Alright, well lets start about 6 months ago.....

About six months ago, me and my partner decided we were very sick of living with my Step Father and wanted to move into our own place.. so, being the person i am, no time to waste, i went on the internet that night, checked out a couple of places during the week and in a matter of a couple of weeks, we were into our new place :D

It has been just over six months in this place and we are loving it.
There are three of us living in our little flat now, another work mate moved in just over a month ago..
Having her in our flat has helped us with costs amazingly and since i am applying for full-time jobs, hopefully we will fall into enough money to move house very soon..

I've been with my partner for nearly a year now.. so yes, we did move fast to get our own place haha but it was about the best thing i could have done for myself.

Sorry for being so short and all over the place,

lots of love,
Shannon

full licence?

Hell yes :D
I passed :D

now, whenever i pass cops with passengers, i won't have to secretly freak out :P

xx

Studying..

Well Bloggers, i never thought i would find studying this hard.. :(
I have 3 essays due very soon, and i have failed to even complete one.
I suck at essay writing!
Give me a assignment to do a poster, or to go out and research, i can do that!
But putting it all into words, and words i don't even use in everyday life, confuses me!
I am freaking out that i won't even pass this Diploma, and if i don't, i have just wasted like $3000 student loan, on what??
NOTHING.
FML?
I think so.

Amazing Blog.

this morning while on facebook, saw a link, checked it out.. and it is amazing. Check it out for yourself..

http://shewaitsforwhispers.blogspot.com/2010/02/shake-dust.html

OR watch him live on youtube..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qDtHdloK44


much love,
shanzyPANTS.

Another sleepless night.

Hello again,
tried to sleep, fail.
So, back once again for more ranting.

Gas and i are lying in bed, he is between my pillows while i'm sitting here on my laptop.. and suddenly i feel a twitch and hear a tiny meow, and he has now been doing that on and off for about half an hour, which brings me to the question, what do cats dream about?
I think Gas is going to grow up and be a super manly cat, so i'd like to say he is dreaming about Wars and being a hero to one lucky cat at there.. then i look down and see him in reality.. a little tiny black ball of fluff, and really, i think he is dreaming about catching butterflies. He will grow up to be a gay cat if he keeps this up..
*sigh*

once again,
goodnight.
shanzyPANTS xx

Welcome one and all to a little about me..

Hey Bloggers,
Well, i was sitting up late in bed thinking about how much i adore writing, but never have anything to write about, then thought, well hey, whats better and easier to write about than yourself and your life..?
Next minute, asked my mate about starting a blog, and surely enough, checkout out this website and already had an account.. So I'm thinking, some where along the line of sitting in bed, bored over the years i have had the exact same thought as i did tonight and made an account.
Anyway, excuse the ranting.
for all of you who don't know me, I'm Shannon Hopkins.. also known as shanzyPANTS.. don't ask.
I am 16 years old, (17 in may!!), currently work at pak n save.. it is one of those love the people hate the job type of places.. which makes it really hard to leave the job..
Should be attending year 13 of college this year, but instead i am starting a Health Psychology course at Weltec in March, I'm rather nervous about that.
I have always wanted to be a Councilor, so thought i'd make a start.. :)
I have grown up in a.. with lack of better words.. fucked upbringing.
Pretty much, long story short, i have had one ongoing thing happen within my life-time, and it caused me to the the parent in which, i looked after my mother.
Ever since the age of 3 i had been looking after my mother as she is an alcoholic.
It may not sound like a huge deal, but if you knew how she treated me while drunk, then how she treated me when she was sober.. it caused me, as a young girl great 'wiplash'. Along with that, alot of other thing happened which cased me a great deal of stress and forced me into a deep depression at the start of my teenage years which caused me to do alot of stupid things, like the many attempts to take my life.. but as a result of that, i have then become quite mature for my age and tend to think through stuff alot more than your average Teenager. Enough about that tho, wouldn't want to get all Deep and Meaningful on your asses xD
Besides from the stuffed up things in my life, i have recently moved out of my mums house, got a kitten (6weeks old and insanely cute) called Diesel. Nickname: Gas. Original, i know.

Well, it is probably best for me to head off now, before i get into my 'writing thoughts'.. then i could rant about anything and everything alnight.
So, goodnight.
Much love,
shanzyPANTS xx